Vaguely Self Aware

There's also something up with me.

I believe that unless it's my KIDS or FICTION, I'm a bit emotionally detached. And I've been blaming that on a lot of people that have come in and around me and I just am starting to wonder... what about before person x? Was I like that before person x and oh my gosh, just as I was writing this I know who being a part of my life changed everything in the direction of the detached.

Wow.

That is weird.

I was 15? And it was a boy. And most of you will know who I mean right away. Ha. Okay, well, knowing that, that's got to help, right?

You are so lucky. I was just going to waffle on and on about this, and now I don't have to.